http://youtube.com/watch?v=Wddhvv41XMM

; with love

♥

2008-04-26T16:19:00.004+08:00

it's pathetic , real pathetic .
i'm just going to say it , from my heart , what i feel about it .
this friendship has last for 1 year and a few months .
what i want is to continue this friendship .
but we have silence in this friendship .
iloveyoubestys , but what happen ?
what's the use of fighting ?
all i can say is , friendship is about loving , caring , concerning & being honest .
what i feel about it is , it doesn't even have any logic .
why do we suddenly fight ?
why should this happen ?
and what's the use of fighting ?
oh please , if you don't wanna care about me , then just tell me right in front of me .
i'm not trying to blame you guys .
whatever lah , i'm just stating a fact .
say anything about me , cos' i don't CARE .
if you think it's worth it of being like this , then carry on lah .
i don't wanna carry on , but if you think it's the best for you , then go on .
i'm not gonna stop you .
and , i'm gonna be honest .
you're not the real besty i know .
before , you always care about me .
asking what happen to me when i look like i'm not oky .
but now , i don't think you care .
i don't wanna trap attention .
i'm just trying to make it clear .
what i think about you is my thoughts .
you know , why are you acting like this ?
why are your attitude like this ?
why have you change to someone that isn't the real one ?
why are you being like this ?
hais , do you know i'm sad and empty inside ?
i know you don't .
because you're not the previous person i knew .
all the thoughts of you will not remain the same , cos' you're a new person .
besty , i don't wanna leave you .
but i think i should .
cos' you don't care anything about me , anymore .
i'll treasure every minute and every second we have gone through together .
i'll go on with my life .
takecare \m/
):

; with love

2008-04-23T20:05:00.005+08:00

THE PRESENT FROM SISTER :D

isn't she sweet ?

thank you sister for the present .

you're always there when i need you .

you're always there when i need someone to talk to .

you're my listening ear .

you're my bestest sister i've ever had .

you're my everything .

iloveyousister :D

; with love

♥

2008-04-23T14:44:00.005+08:00

23APRIL :D

oh yes , it's here .

and i totally have alot of fun at school .

and ty very mas nabeyloh for the pic :D

ilyt lesbo partnerrrr .

well , reached school as per normal and waited for muna & zawati .

after muna came , chit chat with herrr :]

and ridzman didn't come to school today .

zawati came and went to the toilet .

thens , headed to the hall , damn boring .

after the singing and all , there's this students leaders thingy .

and the assembly is like , ishk , rabak .

went back to class and ms lek asked us to do the math workbook on pie charts .

easy peasy , cans ?

after the period , the next period was PE .

thank god , no need to retake .

the girls started to play captain's ball .

my mood was totally oke that time and when we started playing , it started off good and we missed one goal , so i decided to be the golly .

after scoring one goal , izzati wanna be the golly and so , i played .

thens , the other team started playing rough .

oh , asshole lah .

their golly move can uh , then our golly move cannot .

so , sharan , me , zawati , izzati & muna went out of the team and started playing badminton at the parade square .

and , my mood came back -

fu yuan , sobhin & ming siong was at the quiet zone and we went off playing .

played with izzati & suddenly the guys join in .

the fuyuan damn funny sia .

if wanna shoot the shuttlecock got sound effect , " haiyaaakkkk ! " .

all of us laugh like mad xD

and his actions are like funny , semangat badminton x]

at around 9.20 , put all the things back to the PE room and went to the playground .

fun fun ! :D

and our PE lesson end abit late .

we end at around , 9.35 like that .

on the way to class , i was walking with muna and the other girls was behind .

suddenly , they came running towards me and sang HAPPY BIRTHDAY song .

thank you very mas gegerls :]

walked back with sharan and she keep singing happy birthday song .

one time enough oke , hoho !

back to class & we have science lesson .

funnnnnnnnnnn :D

ms lek brought in the water hyacinth plant and we feel the waxy leaf stalk , i guess .

the ms lek go cut the leaf stalk that contains air spaces & pass around .

then right , pass pass pass lah .

after passing to JO , JO go hold the slimy thingy and put it at sobhin's seat .

me & izzati was laughing shiats .

cos' JO & sobhin was fighting before that .

that sobhin fed-up then recess time , going to recess , we smell something damn smelly .

and it comes from sobhin .

lol , funny sia .

JO made me laugh like mad girl xD

recess time ; so-so .

after recess , went to hall .

and then , lined up at hall .

on the way back to class , muna & angel suddenly say " HAPPY BIRHTDAY ! " and they gave me a kiss on the cheeks .

i was like , OMG .

lol , iloveyouguyskissingme xD

mt lesson ; so-so .

and ms lek lesson was also ; so-so .

and dissmissal time was oke uh .and we were at the quiet zone , suddenly , angel came to me & says that there's a kitten you know .

then i look uh , seriously , got .

went up to second floor , we told a teacher and the teacher seems not to care .

after that , angel says go tell the fierce aunt uh .

then tell , also dc .

then she say , go in uh , take the kitten .

angel went in and the kitten ran as fast siot .

and it ended up and the edge you know .

the kitten was like so pity ;

went home , and here i am ! :]

2008-04-12T08:20:00.014+08:00

Tada ! MUNA&ME (x

Hanisah , SMILE lagik (x

2008-04-06T16:40:00.006+08:00

for you know who ;

Oh , you're such a jerk lah bodoh .

Wanna know what ?

I should just let out all your secrets .

I've shutted my mouth of all your bloody secrets .

Ehk bodoh , kau jangan nak cakap konek uh kat sini .

Aku tak cakap lah eh Muna suka kau .

Kalau kau rase dia suka kau , jangan nak cakap yang aku bilang kau yang dia suka kau lah .

Bile mase siak aku cakap dia suka kau ?

You yourself know that she like Ridzman , takkan dia suka kau kan !

Merepek lah siot !

So what ?

You're trying to make me & Muna apart ?

You think what ?

You're just someone that knows how to spoil OUR friendship .

If this friendship is yours , i came bugging in your life & say all those fucking things , you like ?

Don't be a coward lah sial .

On that friday , what did i do after supplementary ?

I did nothing at all .

I didn't even say that Muna like you .

You had better mind your own business .

Palabuto lah kau ehk .

Muna , if i lied to you , what's the use of that ?

Oh yeah .

I know that you will side him .

Go ahead .

I don't mind at all .

But , i swear i didn't make up stories bullshits like that oke .

I know you're depressed , me too .

How many times should we fight ?

I don't wanna fight anymore cos' i'm sick & stuck .

2008-03-18T21:50:00.000+08:00

I LOVE SABRINA BTE SATLI ! :D

♥

2008-03-18T16:56:00.000+08:00

It's such a waste .
I just hate the life i'm having now .
I failed english .
And if i can find 2 more marks , then i would have pass .

What should i do ?
Hais .
I failed 3 subjects and seriously , that won't happen again in my life .
Oh , i regret it bcos' it makes me cry .
Yeahyeah , say that i love to cry bcos' i cry of a reason .
Crybaby la kan .
It sucks like alot !

Well , i just hate bringing CA papers back today .
Idk what to do !
Idk what to say !
I really dk .

You expect me to do what when you are in this fucking situation .
I can't make my parents lose hope on me .
And , i'm sorry parents .
But i did my very best .
Still , i get this lousy marks !

I'm so sorry and i will promise that i will do better on the SA1 .
I will .
Trust me for the last time .

Sorry parents tersayang ku .
And for those in my class who got 3 subs fail , idk la .
You will be stuck like my situation right ?
Yeah , i guess . ];

; Be Happy .

♥

2008-03-17T18:11:00.001+08:00

I hope that someone has read what i wrote on the previous post .
And seriously , i have no intention of doing anything .
And oh , take him , and i will go for studies first instead of relationship .
Well , i'm mad .
But you don't care and that's superb ! :D
Really , take him .
And i will be happy .
And idc what you wanna do .
Idc what you want to suffer or not .
Idc what you wanna say about me .
IDC !
Because to me , there's no point of fighting just because of a stupid guy came bugging my life !
And it makes me regret everything that i've done after this stupid thing happening .
Please luhr , i just don't want you to be a pathetic person and that's why i'm stating a fact here .
It's not because of anything , but because i care for the last time .
And that's the end .

Alright .
That's what i wanna say to that person .
Well , forget the past and i'm gonna start a new and better life .
Oke , it's forgotten .
Lols .

And well , today is great as well as bad ?
You should know by now if read the post that i've been posting .
And readers !
Thank Allah that me & Angel are back friends .

Thanks and hope i could get good marks for my english and get a good CA1 aggregate eventhough i dropped like alot .
Oke , it's forgotten . (:
Will end it here .
Bye loves ;

; Be Happy .

♥

2008-03-17T16:10:00.000+08:00

To Someone ;

Oh yeah , my secret is well hidden .

Idc anymore .

He loves you .

Why should i care when this happen ?

There's no point of doing anything .

And please la eh , i do concern about you but you just don't appreciate what i'm trying to give you .

I did the best for you .

And oh , if you didn't appreciate it , then i don't mind because whatever you do doesn't matter me anymore .

I just can't take it anymore .

If you don't wanna eat and all , you yourself figure out how your life will suffer .

It doesn't matter me but i'm just trying to say that if you're stubborn , nothing will help .

I just can't help anymore .

And please oke , i will hate him !

That's what you want , i will .

Bcos' i will just sacrifice my life for ONCE .

I don't wanna care anymore .

You wanna do what , i'll leave it to you .

That's it .

I don't really need a type of friend like her .

You might not know nothing , but i know everything about Muna .

She's so sick , and please don't ever treat her like a bullshit .

Maybe , she's just have too much problems , especially with you .

You know , it ain't worth it risking our friendship like this .

Just because of a girl , bugging my life & Muna's life can cause this much chaos .

Can't you use your brain ? C'mon .

You're not like a child .

And you're matured enough too think , aren't you ?

Hate me if you want , but i'm ain't gonna risk this friendship like this .

I just can't handle this feeling .

You know what , i should be more straightforward .

You guys are just like bullshitters in my life .

You understand ?

Yeah , and i don't even take her file .

And why should she blame me of taking her file ?

I have nothing related to her file .

Even though i'm in the library & leaving the library first , doesn't mean that i take ?

If you say that , what's the proof ?

Oh , you're such a fxcker .

I never had this feeling and never intended to say this words , but then , it's like i have no choice .

I gotta say something that is more reasonable & proofable .

Guys ; you sucks !

Just fxck off from my life & i will be happy .

I hope you ain't gonna do something unlogical again alright .

Bye cowards .

♥

2008-03-05T16:29:00.000+08:00

Peeps ;

Sorry for not updating it yesterday .
Was so busy with school work & all .
Well , i hate life nowadays .

And please luhr eh , if you side her , who cares ?
It's not like it's the end of the world .
And oh , if you kiss & hold her hand , i don't even care you fxcker .

I have no intentions la eh .
Even Muna .
So , you're in the wrong .
She wanna take revenge , then why ?
You wanna take revenge to her ?
Uh , so duh ?

Idc what you wanna do .
Idc everything that you wanna do .
Pls , don't irritate me or call me anymore .

And oh , you guys are lame cowards .
Call me anything , i don't mind .

Just forget it ; and here how's my day goes ! :D
Enjoy !

Arrived school abit late as i went out from house at 6:50 .
Hees ,
Like that also Zawati haven't come .
Aiya , then wait lor .

After she came , as usual go toilet .
Read book & assembly .
Gah , bored to the core luhr .
Then P6 got somemore like assembly uhs .
I feel like sleeping oi .
And that time , i was so sleepy .

Huahuahua .
Then , went back to class and we have some boring lessons .
After that , HE .
Urgh !
Boredom strikes , but she's not there with me .
Hees .

Recess ; ooh ! Superb bolehs ?
Crapped with bestys ku . [:
But Muna was not there .
Pity her , no need to know uhs .

MT ; fun !
The rest of lessons , i heard yawns .
Huahuahua .
Cool luhr kan .

After school , me & Zawati need to type out our compositions .
But then , the library closed .
Cibot betol .
Then go buy bubble tea lorhs .

Went home ; then got kacau-ed by Syakir all .
Urgh , merepek sungguh .
At home ; did homework .
Then use com .

Woooo .
I failed maths ,
Urgh , i hate maths .
Tu pasal Hidah fail .
Huhur .

Alright , byebye orangs !
Ily . (:
But not the stypid fxckers .

i love you . (:

♥

2008-03-03T15:33:00.000+08:00

Readers ! :DDD

Well , was so tired uh .
Come , let me story .
Hahas , mcm paham je .
Here how's the day goes !

Arrived school & waited for Zawati while talking with Muna about stuffs .
Zawati arrived and we went to toilet like a lot of times sia .
Heee .

Idk why nowadays , me , Zawati & Muna didn't go to canteen to eat .
Instead , we went to the toilet like alot of times . [x
And ohs ,
6 Peace girls we like gather at the girls toilet EVERYDAY .

And we all keep copying homework in the toilet , but the other girls copied outside .
I know , i know , illegal gathering .
Who cares ?
As if i did a crime luhr kan .

Moving on , went to assemble , as usual , and guess what ?
Got spotcheck for P6 sia .
Not fair lor .
Wth .

And after that , went to class , after a few minutes ,
PE LESSONNNNN !
And oh , so fun nak mam punye !

Especially badminton .
Soccer was alright , but it's more fun playing badminton .
And i did improve in playing badminton .
Cool man ! :D
Okey , abit mad luhr eh .

After that , boring lessons again !
Hee .
But then , was like so surprised that i got 26 for composition .
Wee !
And , i got to type out my composition .
So as Zawati .
I beat her !

By one mark . [x
Hee .
Recess was fun la oi !
Lalalala .

After recess , was okay luhr .
And get to know my MT results .
Hee .
Impress ?
Not really . ];
Pfft .

After school , was fun la oi !
With Zawati , went to library .
Die psycho luhr . [x
Did the compo and all .

Today is such a fun day !
Alright readers tersayang .
Will update besok jyeah .

Ily korang ! (:

i love you . (:

♥

2008-03-02T20:21:00.001+08:00

Was bored , and camwhored alone . :DDD

♥

2008-03-02T17:10:00.000+08:00

Heylo peepos !

Whoa , yesterday was fun .
But miss chatting with the loved ones .

And at last , night time , bachen onlined & we chat till 1 .
Woooo , makes me cherish today .
Don't ask why cos' i'm not gonna tell you all .

Me & sister camwhore alot yaw .
And yesterday , Abang Haris came & eat with us at Geylang .
Die buat lawak uhs ! :DDDDDD

Missed him loads .
And today wasn't great at all .
Stuck at home , but the fun thing is can chat with bachen .
Weeee !

Currently chatting with that bachen .
Akaq !
Come home , i'm bored without you !

Huhur !
Okay , sungguh merepek luhr kan .
And missing school so much .

Please mum !
I don't wanna go Kelantan for holiday .
Hais .
I rather stay home than going there ,

Alright .
Nothing much to say .
And you peepos !
Tag please ! [:

Byebye !

i love you . (:

2008-02-16T10:17:00.000+08:00

Hello peepos !

Well , was up early today .
Will be meeting Muna soon at 1 . (:
Wee !
I can't wait for that moment .
Long time never go out with her .

Hmm .
But i haven't do my homework yet .
I'm so lazy and it's like alot of homework .
Wa lao .
Fxck lor .
But , i love th remedial ytd . ;D

Kay , this is how i'm awake .
At 7:30 , mum woke me up tuh tell me that she will be going tuh Bangkit tuh buy some groceries .
She asked me whether wanna follow her or not .
But then , i say no .
I'm so tired laa oei !
But for Muna's sake , i'm not tired .
Hurhur .

I hope Zawati will be going , but she went tuh Band .
Oei !
She's my bestfriend okay .
Then , went tuh use th computer .
Until now lor .
Waiting for him tuh online .
Idk whether he will be onlining or not . ((:
Hope he will .

I missed all th loved ones !
Th ones that i list yesterday .
Monday oh Monday .
Come here plx .
Hee .

Okay .
Will be off for now .
Will update later tuh tell where we went and all . ;D
Takecare peepos !

i love you . (: